“I was with my brother almost every day until the last couple of months because I was going to school. [Suicide] is not my brother. I know we were all going through stressful times. Everybody was, the economy is terrible right now. At the same time – man Chris was a go-getter. The ultimate non stopping machine. That’s just not something I would see him putting upon the rest of us and everybody that he knows that looks up to him.”